New Approach...

I think assessing my life this week and assessing the things that encompass my life I need to change.Change sucks and it hurts alot.But it is necessary in order to adapt in being in this world.i find myself reminding me that -this is what you always do- Why?My whole relationship with God has cooled.I'm in the desert and i'm parched and not too far ahead of me is an oasis that God has for me but either Ihave become quite content and use to my surroundings or don't desire it at all and have given up...I'm tired of Churchianity,I'm tired of the church.Got to break through to get to the other side.It's like playing Medal of Honor at hard level.